Dealing With The Invisible Divine
Kamis, 12 Maret 2009
00:54:14
Dicari:
Seorang Tuhan. Tuhan yang bisa kudengar. Bisa kujamah. Bisa kulihat.
Dimanakah? Where is he?
Sometimes, I was Thomas. The one who needs one touch to believe. One visible living proof. Yes, we are skeptical human. We don’t like uncertainties.
Salah satu temanku pernah bertanya, “Dimana itu Tuhan?”. Sambil menyengir dan mengintip ke kolong meja.
Sad to hear that because I know You’re there. I just wish You would have somehow appeared that time. Anyhow? Yet, nothing happened.
I just envy Moses. Abraham. As if they had an audible God. You talked in one language they could understand. Would faith be easier at those days?
I covet those kids who were freely running onto You. Being blessed by Your fragile hands. May I also rinse Your feet like Mary ever done to You?
I don’t know. I got this trust issue. Of many things related to You. Your existence. Presence. Your guidance. Providence.
Am I wrong? Disrespectful? Karena aku tahu aku memintaMu untuk muncul dalam jangkauan pancaindraku. Bisakah? Pernahkah? Can You come again into this world?
Forgive me for being rude. It may sound unmannerly. But I know You can hear far deep within my soul. That the soul cries, longing for You.
Do You hear that?
I just miss You, my God.
